Well I am not worried about that I am steadily pressing forward with my dreams and visions. I find it so amazing how you can want and plan for something for so long and until God says it is the right time things will never come through. Sometimes it can be frustrating but in my 40 years of living I have learned to love when God does not allow things to happen for me prematurely. See we always think of how bad it is for a child to come out prematurely but imagine how bad it is to have a plan come out prematurely as well. You come out of the gate running and your are putting all of your time, energy and heart into it and it is like a sick baby only it does not heal under a warm light or under your loving care. It continues to get weaker and weaker until the plan dies and all your hard work dies with it. Why? Because it was not the right time. It was not the right season. You begged God and worked on His nerve so bad that He allowed you to have exactly what you wanted and it did not work. So when God tells me not yet nowadays, I take it just as that, not yet. I do not over analyze and say that He is telling me no. I say that He is preparing me and sparing me. He wants my path to be great and to be great it needs to be the right time. So every season will not be your season but when your season comes baby! BOSS UP!!!! Many will think that you are changing or going through a midlife crisis but all you are doing is coming into who you are. You have done the Mommy season, where your kids needed you for everything, now you have taught them to be self sufficient. You have gone through the college season, or training season, where you are learning as much as you can. You have gone through the late nights and worrying that got you no where. You have gone through the petty years and the confused years. Now its your winning season and it is time to BOSS UP!!!!!
Are you ready? Are you ready to walk away from the conversations that are only about gossiping and walk into the business meetings? Are you ready to leave the trash tv and start listening to uplifting podcast? Are you ready to walk away from the people who think you have your nose in the air when all in all you are looking out for them as you rise because you want them to rise as well. Are you ready to walk away from the friends who are throwing side shade but then say how they are playing or they are giving you the truth? Are you ready to take a hiatus from the I remember when family members? Are you ready to embrace the ones who give love and encouragement but are not a crutch? Are you ready to fall and then get up and keep pushing? Are you ready to stop explaining who you are to people who say they know you and love you? Well then lets do this! Find your network of people and BOSS UP!